Know the feeling of getting backstabbed by the last person who will ever do that to you and you trusted him so much and yet does it? well That pretty much sums up my Effing Life Now!


Life is going down now i have hardly money at all and theres a whole lot of family problems that i'm facing right now.. Yet school and all its stupid complicated shit! I don't mean studies. I have no social life at all






I want to put a bullet in my head so badly..

I've got no feelings of any emotion for about 3 weeks straight... Feeling like a walking body bag, no expression what so ever. i just can't stand it. The only way to cure this is if a miracle happened.

I sense that my time is almost up. Its like the gut feeling that death is comming my way.
Well if so hope when i die no one gets troubled i don't wish to have a funeral or anything.





I'm a usless piece of crap.